[spectre] _Sean.ce.1.9.4.8_/"Since 1948"

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 >>"Since 1948"
_Sin.c[osine]e.1.9.4.8_


 >>Gene Wolfe once said that being an only child whose parents are dead is 
like being the sole survivor of drowned Atlantis. There was a whole 
civilization there, an entire continent, but it's gone. And you alone 
remember. That's my story too, my father having died when I was six, my 
mother when I was eighteen. Brian Aldiss believes that if you look at the 
life of any novelist, you'll find an early traumatic break, and mine seems 
no exception.<<

[Tom]Wolfe.in.a.childs.clothing=[body.]casta(strophe)loneness.
Eating.[w]hole_childhood.civilizations.+.freudian.N.cept[date.repli(can.and.)kant]ions.
Pariential_loss.echos.parietal.[bone.crushing]loss.
Brain_Auld.ness+trauma[shock+lossless.awe].n.voking.behavioural.strait[jacket]s.


 >>I was born on the coast of South Carolina, where my parents liked to 
vacation when there was almost nothing there at all. My father was in some 
sort of middle management position in a large and growing construction 
company. They'd built some of the Oak Ridge atomic facilities, and 
paranoiac legends of "security" at Oak Ridge were part of our family 
culture. There was a cigar-box full of strange-looking ID badges he'd worn 
there. But he'd done well at Oak Ridge, evidently, and so had the company 
he worked for, and in the postwar South they were busy building entire red 
brick Levittown-style suburbs. We moved a lot, following these projects, 
and he was frequently away, scouting for new ones.<<

Born.sipping.on.M.Tee[V?]coast_juice.
Father.fissured, even_then.
Nostalgia_mired+mechanically.caught.whilst.moving.


 >>It was a world of early television, a new Oldsmobile with crazy 
rocket-ship styling, toys with science fiction themes. Then my father went 
off on one more business trip. He never came back. He choked on something 
in a restaurant, the Heimlich maneuver hadn't been discovered yet, and 
everything changed.<<

Family_presencing.E.turn[of.the.nuclear.screw]ally.wired.into.the.young.gib[epi]so[de]nic_consciousness.
Shock.jocking_rewired.vs.x.pressionistic.attn.[hide/spawning/supression+also]seeking.

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