[rohrpost] Tortured Artist Seeks Aid To Feel More Inadequate

[j. grenzfurthner/monochrom (das ende der nahrungskette)]

HERE
https://www.generosity.com/fundraising/tortured-artist-seeks-aid-to-feel-more-inadequate/x/3163367

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I identify with the core concept of the tortured 
artist ­ the artist who is constantly suffering 
due to frustrations with art and other people ­ 
but I think I would be able to do a much better job if I had better resources.
I truly believe I would feel much more alienated 
and misunderstood if I could operate within a 
better financial framework. I have already tried 
smoking, sexual frustration, professional envy, 
heartbreak, and an array of other overwhelming 
emotions and inner conflicts ­ but I have truly 
failed due to the lack of a proper budget.
Being narcissistic and extraverted, but also 
self-loathing and introverted, is quite a 
personal and monetary challenge. Even 
self-mutilation and attempted suicide would be 
much more effective if I could afford the right tools.

A fully funded tortured artist is a truly 
productive tortured artist. Help me help myself 
feel more inadequate! It is an investment in me 
and in the future of society. Thank you.

(I will be truly miserable if this campaign fails.)

(I will be truly miserable if this campaign succeeds.)

(There is no other world. Nor even this one. What, then, is there?)

(I completely disagree with Lydia Lunch: 
http://www.theguardian.com/music/2015/jul/21/lydia-lunch-no-wave-music-writing-workshop 
)

(I must fear. Fear is the mind-cleaner.)